Motocross 100 FINALE

Dedicated to MADLIAR♥

Hi guys … 3eedkom mbarak w kel 3am oo entaw ebkhair ;**
I miss the 3eid bel Kuwait… I miss our family gatherings
Welaht 3ala my aunts uncles oo cousins!
I miss my nephews!!! naaah JK I don’t miss them!! I’ll see them in Christmas!
This doesn’t feel like 3eed at all!
elyoom kan lazm adawm coz I had a lot of things to turn in, I know sucks for me!
7asafa 3ad kan 3endi plans bs 3adi enashallah next year I’ll celebrate eid with my friends.
dam ena ma3endi shay oo I’m free now I decided to post this LAST part of motocross oo I give u ur 3eedya ;P

Mu m9adga ena el story 5al9at!! So happy l2n 9arli more than a year writing it!
Ana twa8a3t I finish it eb part 30 madry shloon w9alaw el parts to 100!!
I never thought I would actually write a story…
mara my cousin (Madliar) and I were skyping with each other w by the time kena tawna en3arf blogger!
The first story we read kanat 3ajeeba… we thought ‘ena y not try’… ‘lets write a story,’ ‘we can do this’
I would write and she would edit (which she didn’t do much xP JK, S) and tell me what to change in the plot. W sometimes when I have a writer block she would start with writing me a paragraph and I would edit it and continue writing …
kanat etgooli el mawa8if eli t’9a7ak eli 9arat baina and I would write them oo a76hom bel story!
feh wayd mawa8if bel story 9araw feena… waaaaayd!

If it weren’t for Madliar, I wouldn’t even think of writing something and sticking to it.
I usually get bored easily and then stop and find something else more interesting
but you guys really helped y3ni lo mu your comments and support chan ma kamalt el story.
So thank you so much for reading and for all the feedback you gave me.
You don’t know how your comments would bright my day up!

SO PLEASE don’t forget to comment
a5er post so plz plz plz comment!! I would really love to know what u think!

About the next story, I don’t know if I’m gonna start writing it…
I didn’t decide yet what the story is gonna be about … I have the settings in mind but still I don’t wanna write it yet.
I need a break from writing … I might start the story after winter break or next summer, I don’t know really.

So thank you again
I love you

And ENJOY!

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Four years later,

Shahood: BAAAAAAAAAAAAAS uff wai3 7ada ez3aaaj!

Tala: ee kafkheeha oo 3gb golaay ez3aj!

Jana: entay hey gomay sakteeha tara shagatna! St’3ferallah 9afara mu bnaya!

Me: shahood shemsawya feha?

Shahood: wallah ma saweet shay!! sh7aga kela balsheeni!

Tala: ee maskeena laish ‘6almeenha elbaree2a (she said sarcastically)

I was busy calling A7medo eli mn el 9b7 adig 3aleh oo ma yshel el phone!

Me: Dalal mama ta3alaay!

Dalal came running towards me crying her eyes out. I pulled her up to sit on my lap.

Dalal: I’m gonna tell baba… *eh2* *eh2*

Me: 7abeebty shfeech?

Dalal: *eh2* *eh2* Meshaal 6agani

Me: MESH3AAAL!

Mesh3al: na3am (he came from behind me)

Me: Mesh3al 7abeeby sh7aga et6g’ha al7een enta khalha chethy etsawee feha!

Mesh3al: ehya eli bedat!

Me: enta kbeer el mafroo’9 etsame7ha! ...

Mesh3al: la walla ehya t6g oo ana askt!

Dalal: he said that baba loves him more than he loves me

Me: Mesh3al! … A7mad e7bkom entaw el athneen!!!

Mesh3al: ee bas ohwa e7bni akthar (he stuck his tongue out at her)

Me: Mesh3al eg3ad 3anha! (I hugged her tighter)

Mesh3al: khatwalli

He walked away and sat on the other couch in front of us

Me: (I whispered in her ears) ma 3aleech mena ana oo baba en7bch entay akthar ohwa m7tar

Dalal is so daloo3a bs shai6ana. obooha emdal3ha 3al akher ma yarf’9laha 6alab unlike me kel ma geltla shay gal la2 may9eer, la2 7aram maskeen mu dayman, he usually gets me what I want. Elmhm back to Dalal, people say enha teshbahni bas I don’t see any resemblance. When I see her I see A7mad. I see his eyes, his sweet lips, his amazing cheeks, … everything about her reminds me of him. A7mad says ena sh6anat’ha, 3nadha, w dala3ha reminds him of me. But I don’t believe him. I am not shai6ana and I’m not daloo3a and definitely not stubborn. Anyhow, I’m so lucky to have them both in my life.

Mesh3al shway e’3ar men Dalal coz ever since dalal was born A7mad laha 3ana oo ma gam e6al3a methil awal. But mesh3al 6ayb oo galba kbeer 9ij ena ytahawsh m3a Dalool oo em2atheena bas still ma yr’9a 3aleeha wala yer’9a a7ad egarb 9oobha… dayman y36eeha al3aba oo ay shay tabeeh eyeeblaha eyah… bas madry sa3at tyeela 3arat eli ebacheeha… bas ma alooma … dalal mu 3ajel, adry ena ehya eli dayman tabdi oo Mesh3al ma y3rf ma yakhth 7aga. Allah ekhaleehom 7ag b3’9 oo yahdeehom.

Fajour: waay el yahal karhooni eb 3umry!

Me: ma sheftay shay. Olday oo 3gb t3ali tekalimai

Fajour got married to 3ziz three weeks after my melcha. They didn’t wanna have children since she was young. But now she’s 5 months pregnant. She’s scared of the fact that she gonna raise that baby. Wayd et7aty. And Mesh3al and Dalal is not making it easy on her.

Tala is now engaged to Fawaz, the love of her life. Their wedding is in four weeks.

Jana hooked up with Saloom, shahood’s cousin. They are dating. I don’t think they are that serious about their relationship. They are just fooling around. And mom doesn’t even know about them. And shahood was the one who hooked them up.

Shahood is the only one of us who doesn’t have a guy in her life. She is more concentrating on her studies and avoiding drama. Besides, one, she’s still young; two, Mesh3al would not allow her to be in relationship with a boy other than him. They are technically engaged. At least that’s what he believes.

Saroon got married to 7amani two years ago. I never saw her happier than she is right now.

6alal, my best man, is single. He got married to an American girl while he was in America taking his masters. Unfortunately, they got a divorce a year after the wedding. She didn’t bare living in Kuwait, I guess love wasn’t enough for her. Thank god they didn’t have children.

Zaina met an amazing guy at her work and they fell in love. She’s not married yet. And she’s just friends with 6alal; nothing more nothing less; the past is in the past; hey have both moved on. Not so happy ending for them… but I hope they both would find a new happy beginning to start.

9aloo7 he is still 7maar and 9ay3. I can’t say more about him. Thinking of him simply irritates me.

Khalood married Anwar, the girl Mesh3al told us about. He invited all of us to his wedding. It was amazing. They both looked cute together. Everyone says enhom wayd laygeen 3ala b3’9.

Nouf, my best friend, just came back from London she was doing her masters. I am trying to convince her to join motocross so that we could spend some time together, but she’s still thinking about it.

Mom: Reem meta A7mad berid men el sfar?

A7mad is on a business trip for over a month now. He travels a lot and I miss him more and more as the seconds pass by.

Me: madry bas ymkin next week… I tried calling him today bas his phone kela switched off! Ymkin 3enda meeting aw shay mhm.

Shahooda: believe me, he’s cheating on you!

Me: (throwing the cushion at her face) ya 7mara!

Mom: (smiling) Reem roo7ay el circuit 6alal yabeech eb chum sha’3la

Me: laish ma gali?

Mom: shdarani

Me: okay khala9 ana al7een aroo7… (I stood up carrying Dalal who was on my lap) Daloola wanna come with me?

Mom: la la twadeenha … khaleeha hnee … wela agoolich 3a6eeni eyaha!

Okay?!

Mesh3al: Reem ana aby ayy! Abi ashof 9aloo7.

Nazalt Dalal down on the floor and she ran to her grandma while I walked my way upstairs to my room.

Me: wai3 g6ee3a mali khelga!

Mesh3al: EMBALLAAAH YUMAAAA GELEEELAHA BAROOO7

Shahood: waaay3a basik 9ra5 ba6eet athoona!

Mesh3al: chub la a6algich!

Shahood: OH! La khala9 asfeen…

Tala: entaw tezawjaw awal (she whispered mataby Mesh3al yesm3aha)

Mesh3al: Reem 3afya wadeeni

Me: uff enzain roo7 elbis!

Dalal: ana abi ayy b3d!

Me: enzain etha athneenkom betyoon mnu bjablkom!

Mesh3al: 9aaaloo7!

Me: I don’t trust him with my daughter!

Mom: la Mesh3al maku rou7a! enta 9ayer shee6an hal ayam!

Tala: laish ohwa meta 9ar 3ajel (she turned to my mom)

Mom: haha Tala y7leelich matyozeen! … Reem rou7ay khaleehom hathneenhom hnee! Lat7ateen bentich!

Mesh3al: yumaaa laaaaish 3afya!! Entay emsa3a gelteeli etha sama3tlich 8uraan etkhaleeni asawii ely abeeh!

Mom: eeh bas maku 6al3a eg3ad bel bait!

Meh3al: mabi mabi! Kaify !!

Me: yuma khala9 khaleh 3ady awadeehom b3d shsawii!

Mesh3al: yes! JULIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEE YEEEBAAAAAAY HDOOOOOMY!!!

Mom: en6er t3aaal ana ma gelt eeh! … Reem khaleehom hnaak wain eb tgdreen 3alehom akhaf e9eer fehom shay!

Me: yuma shfeech y3ni ana mu khayfa 3ala benty oo okhooy … 3ady la t7ateenhom … JULIE!! GABBY!! (esm khadamat dalal Gabrielle bas for shortcut we call her Gabby) come dress up the kids! Dalool oo Mesh3al al7een bser3a telbsoon 3ala ma ana aroo7 abadel hdomi … algakom bel sayara!!

I walked my way to the stairs.

On my way up, I decided to give it another try and call a7mad. Enshallah he picks his cell this time.

I gave up and let go of my phone and changed my clothes and wore my motocross suite and head downstairs to the garage and into my car.

The kids were already in the car el khadam kanaw m3ahom. Gelt 7ag el khadam yarb6oonlhom el 7zm oo eroo7oon.

After buckling our seatbelts, I drove off to the circuit.

I wonder what 6alal wants. He’s not my coach anymore; we are more like partners.

As soon as I reached my destination, I got out of my car and I decided to call a7mad one last time; my eyes were still on the phone, trying to reach A7medo.

…: edigeen 3ala mnu? (Snatching the phone away from my hands)

Me: aaaaaaah …. A7mad you scared the hell out of me! ... (I pulled my phone back)

I wanted to call him again but… then it hit me!!!

Me: A7MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD !!!!!!

I ran to him as he lifted me up. I wrapped my hands around his neck and my legs around his torso. Thank god there was no one around.

Me: I missed you!!!! meta yeeet … (I hugged him so hard) I’ve been calling you all day!! (I didn’t want to let go of him) I missed you walla … I can’t believe you are actually here! laish ma geltly you’re coming?

A7medo: haha abeeha mfaja2a!

Me: best surprise ever! (I brought my hands up to his face as I gave him a peck on his lips and then pulled away)

A7medo: a7bch

Me: ana akthaar

A7medo: feh another surprise

Me: what (I asked excitedly)

He didn’t get the chance to answer me. We heard 9oot el yahal bel sayara atwa8a3 tahawshaw …

A7medo let go of me letting my feet touch the ground. And looked at me questionably.

Me: haha el yahal m3ay bel sayara!

A7medo: yaybat’hom? (he asked surprised)

Me: eeh shsawii fehom ma gdarna 3alehom!

A7medo: haha hatha oo ana gayl 7ag omich tamskhom 3ashan tyeen broo7ch!

Me: omi tadry!?

A7medo: eeh! (He opened my car door eli 9oob Dalal)

Me: y3ni 6alal mayabeeni?

A7medo: la2 7abeebty ana eli abeech (he smiled to me and turned to Dalal) Shlooonha 7abeeeebat baaabaa!?

Dalal: BAAAABAAAA !!!!!!!! (He unbuckled he seatbelt oo picked her up)

I walked to the other side to Mesh3al and opened the door. He has already unbuckled his seatbelt and jumped out of the car.

Me: Mesh3al shway shway la tarke’9!

Mesh3al: 7amaaadoooo! (He ran to him and hugged his legs)

A7mad bent down oo picked mesh3al up. He was carrying both Mesh3al and Dalal.

Dalal: Baba enta et7bny akthar mn Mesh3al 9a7?

A7medo: a7bkom athneenkom!

Dalal: laaaa2 bas ana!

Mesh3al: eeh e7bny ‘3a9b e7bch y3ny!

Me: god!!!! A7mad takhayal hathy 7alty ana kel youm!!!! I can’t believe barid baitna al7een!

Mesh3al: etha re7taw baitkom banam 3endkom!

Me: SHOOT ME!

...: OHH EL SA3ALWA HNEE! (he yelled from behind me)

Me: aaaah besmellah enta men wain 6la3t!

6alal: maku yay 7ag saarty faj2a asm3 9ra5kom!!

Dalal: uncle Talaaaaaal!!! (She extended her arms to him and he walked over to her and cried her over his shoulders)

I walked to a7medo and wrap one arm around his waist and reached out for his cheek and kissed it.

A7medo: wain 9aloo7!

…: 3umry 6weeeel!

Me: ekh! (I made a face looking at him)

9aloo7: ta3al 9adee8ii el 9adoo8 …

He took mesh3al from a7medo and carried him over his shoulder just like Dalal over 6alal’s. Mesh3al extended his hand to hit Dalal but a7medo was fast enough to stop him.

A7medo: Mesh3al! et6g Dalola ha?! (Sounding serious!)

Mesh3al: gam al3ab ma3aha, shfeek?!

Dalal: eeh baba ga3d yel3ab m3aay!

Me: you’ll never know what these two are up to! a minute they’re hitting each other and a minute they’re playing with each other!

9aloo7: allah ekhaleehom 7ag ba3a’9!

A7medo: yalla agooul jabloohom 3ala ma enrid!

6alal: e7mid rabik eny fa’9y ma 3endi shay! (Walking away along with 9aloo7 the kids were still over their shoulders)

Dalal: BYE BABA AND MAMA!

Me: BYE! (I turned around facing A7mad!) I missed you!

His head came down leaving a peck on my lips.

Me: so what was the other surprise you were talking about.

A7medo: ahh it’s just a race,

Me: aha 3ayal yalla lets leave

I was about to let go of him and walk around the car to get to the passenger seat. But he didn’t let go.

A7medo: eb Dubai against me oo 6alal!

Me: Chathaaaaab! (I asked in disbelief)

A7medo: etgoleen 7ag raylich chathab!

Me: Oh my god, you’re serious!

I hugged him tighter. I was over the moon! Can my life get any better?

A7medo: haha I am 7abeebty

THE END

Motocross 99

Dedicated to:
7awoory ;**
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The silent reader ;**
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And all of my followers, commenter’s, anonymous readers, silent readers, … oo kel eli garaw Motocross ;**
Love you all ;*
ENJOY!
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Five months passed since the wedding. And I haven’t seen my family since then. I’m here in America with A7mad waiting for his summer break to come so we could go back.

A7mad and I melachna in the summer before he left to the US. The wedding was in December on his Christmas break. I couldn’t go with him to the US after the melcha; I wasn’t done with Uni, I had one semester left. It was hell for the both of us. I still don’t know how we handled to stay that far from each other for almost four months. In December I graduated and then I came with my husband to the US.

Anyhow, I am also excited to share the news I got this morning with A7medo. I don’t know if he would be happy to hear about it. I hope he would coz hell I am.

I just prepared lunch and I’m setting down the table. A7mado is going to be here any minute. He finish classes at two and comes home at 2:30.

I heard the metallic squeal of the doorknob being turned, knowing he’s here.

Me: how’s your day? (I yelled out from the dinning room)

A7mad: 3adi methil kel yoom (walking in and heading towards me)

He wrapped his hands around my waist…

A7mad: how’s yours?

Me: great actually (I said with a huge smile plastered on my face)

A7mad: laa wain re7tay (he said as he planted a soft kiss on my lips)

Me: (I pulled away) nowhere but I’ve been waiting all day to tell you something.

A7mad: shnu?

Me: mu al7een … awal roo7 9al w ‘3ayr hdoomik w t3al t’3ada 3gb agoolik

He pressed his lips against mine once again then pulled away and left to our room to change.

We had a quiet lunch… I was thinking of a way to tell him. I started to have second thoughts about telling him. What if he didn’t like what I had to say?

I pushed those thoughts away, got up from the dinning table, took my plate and a7mad’s to the kitchen and placed them in the dishwasher. I went to the living room to find him laying there watching some soccer match.

I walked up to him; he sat up straight leaving some space for me in the couch. I became more nervous about what I was about to say. I tried to relax as I leaned back. He immediately curled his fingers around my arm, drawing me slightly closer to him. I lay my head on his shoulder. A moment later, he lifted his right hand to touch my face and sooth back my hair. He lowered his face and kissed my forehead. His left hand went under my chin lifting my head up to look into his questioning eyes.

A7mad: Reem? Feech shay elyoom.

Me: really? Like what? (Pretending as if there’s nothing going on)

A7mad: madry? shnu eli kentay betgooleena gabl shway?

Me: I’m pregnant (I ran my fingers over his chest)

I sighed. 6ab3an 3ala ma ystaw3b I should give him a couple of seconds

… … … …

Five seconds later,

A7mad: (3adal ga3dta and faced me) entay … 7amel? (He managed to choke out)

Me: yeah (I smiled)

A7mad: la jad wallah min 9ijch (he studied my face then his gaze went down to my stomach. His expression softens)

Me: (I pulled him closer) you’re okay with it, 9a7? (I asked just to make sure)

A7mad: shraych y3ni … Reem mu m9adig… y3ni ba9eer oboo!

Me: yeah and a cool one too (my smile grew wider)

A7mad: abeeha tshabhich

Me: shdarak ena ebnaya

A7mad: madry e7sas! … Reem …

Me: hmm

I couldn’t stop smiling. I am so pleased to see him this happy about it.

A7mad: I love you!

He pulled me up to his laps with one hand on my tummy and the other on my back. With that he placed his lips on mine…

Motocross 98

Dedicated to: M76, Jo, and Tooma ;**

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When the sun was setting, A7medo came and asked me to go with him to someplace I don’t know where. I got out of the water and put my beach dress on and walked with him toward the chalet.

A7medo: you3ana?

Me: starving!

He walked me to the swimming pool.

I was so surprised to see candles everywhere; some of them were floating in the pool. The dim lighting was amazing specially since it was sunset.

A table for two was set perfectly by the pool. It was covered with white tablecloth. The plates were arraigned neatly with two long purple puffy flowers in a bud vase in the middle of the table and two long white candles.

I never imagined A7medo could be this romantic. Mu layg I tried not to laugh. 7aram I bet he worked hard on making all of this. I actually loved what he had done to this place.

I skipped couple of steps and stood right in front of him. I wrapped my arms around his waist, while my hand was still in his.

Me: I love you. This is perfect. (I whispered as I moved my face closer to his)

I’ll forget about my mom tonight. I’m gonna kiss him all I want.

A7mad moved his face closer to mine reaching for my lips. I decided to tease him a bit so I moved my head back. He moved closer until our lips touched. He kept kissing me but I kept smiling. I can feel him begging me to kiss him back.

Instead, I pulled away and pulled his hand with me.

Me: let’s eat… the food is getting cold,

He cursed under his breath and followed me to the table. He pulled out a chair for me and sat. He then went and sat on the one in front of me.

He made me some pink pasta, or should I say the 6aba5 did.

We ate our lunch or dinner, whatever you want to call it. It was quiet; we did talk, but I felt there was something not right. A7medo is really making me worried. He kept staring at me and I got paranoid I had something on my face. When I asked him he said, “7aram a6al3 7abebty?” he looked somehow nervous.

After lunch, A7mad wanted to ride the MV Agusta. I decide to tag along behind him rather than ride one myself.

A7medo got on the motorcycle and I got on behind him. As usual he didn’t wear a helmet but made me wear one.

Before wearing my helmet he gave me a peck on the lips and stared at me. It was awkward. But then he grabbed the helmets away from my hands and placed it over my head.

As soon as I got my helmet on he drove off. I wrapped my arms around his waist; he was going on probably 90-100 miles per hour. I seriously didn’t was to get injured. But since I’m with my a7mad I know I’m safe. I tightened my grip and pulled my body close to his and laid my head on his back as he was driving.

He drove off to the hill he took me to when we came here last year, or the year before, with 6alal and Zaina.

Me: I missed this place (I yelled out)

And with that a7mad slew down a bit, I thought he we were stopping, but instead he did the wheelie. I held into him so tight. I wasn’t ready to fall and break another knee. A7mad is not thinking straight he is supposed to do that when he is ridding by himself not when I’m tagged along behind him!

I always do a wheelie with my dirt bike and I enjoy it. But when it comes to me being behind someone I feel somehow anxious.

Me: a7maad please stop!

He kept on going ignoring what I just asked him to do.

A7medo: Reem?

Me: YES?!

A7medo: et7beeni?

Me: is THIS the right time to ask sUCH question? As if you don’t know the answer!

I was kindda hanging on him. I hope he’s planning on landing this damn motorcycle on the ground anytime soon.

A7medo: mara7 anzel ela lmn etjawbeenI… YALA?

Me: YEEEEESSS I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!

A7medo: WILL YOU MARRY ME!???

I swear I almost let go of him. Thank god the front wheel finally touched the ground!

He kept driving forward until we reached the top of the hill. I still didn’t realize what he said. Was he really proposing?

He stopped and turned his head to face me, or basically stare at me.

I didn’t know what to say. I mean of course I want to marry him. But I’m on a fucking motorcycle how am I going to think straight. Who cares, I don’t need to think.

I looked into his eyes and then answered,

Me: YES!

He jumped to the ground, took off my helmet and pulled me off of the bike.

He didn’t give me a chance to say anything. He spun me in the air. Then, setting my legs around his waist. His lips were soon on mine. He kept kissing me passionately as I kissed him back. My left hand was around his neck pulling him closer while my other hand was on his chest. I felt his hand reach my right hand; he held on to it. We kept kissing until I felt him placing something on my ring finger. As soon as I realized what he was doing I jumped on the ground and looked at my hand. I was speechless. A7mad looked at me smiling. I looked back and forth looking at a7mad and then at the ring.

He took a step toward me. I just stood there not believing what was actually happening. He came closer until we were facing each other. A7mad started talking on how special I was to him and how he wants to spend the rest of his life with me and have my children. It was the best feeling ever. I was so happy I cried.

His hands were on my waist while mine were around his neck. He lips came to my cheek as he kissed it. I giggled and pulled away a little to look into his eyes. I saw happiness in his sparkly eyes. I’m sure he saw the same in mine.

Motocross 97

Dedicated to: Dreamer ;*

let me tell you guys what happened on halloween!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD

I had soooooo much fun my best friends didn't come but some other close kuwaiti friends showed up!

7aaaaaaaaaaadna estansaaa f9alna 3al a5er! eli eshoofna egool sekara!!!

it was the best halloween ever!!!!!!!!

people came to me and my friend to take pics with us 7adhom estanisaw 3aleena ...

maku a7ad mar yamna ma 6ageenaha sowalf m3ah!!

ambeeeh that night was awesome ... i even dreamt ena i was still trick-or-treating!!

can't wait for next halloween i already know what to wear (ra7 a9eer Baba Jaber allah yur7ma xP)

LOL ok i will shut up now !

ENJOOOY ;****

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I woke up in the morning feeling so fresh and restful.

I heard knocks on the door and then it opened. It was a7medo. I’m surprised to see him in my room. 9arla fatra ma ya our house. He just picks me up and drops me off by the door.

A7medo: morning

Me: good morning… sh3ednk? (I asked him as he came, kissed my forehead and sat on the bed next to me)

A7medo: ma 3endi shay … 7aram ayy ashoof 7abeebty

Me: shel6ary (I lay my head on his lap while he played with my hair)

A7medo: entay eb teg3deen et7a8e8een m3ay y3ni! Yala goomay khal ne6la3!

Me: laa2 feeek shay enta elyoom!

A7medo: haha maku shay walla

Me: ba9adgik … enzain 3ayal ana al7een bakhth shower oo albis enta roo7 en6erni 3end mesh3al aw jana…

A7medo: la mali khlg’hom … (he got off of my bed and walked toward the couch where my laptop was at) ba’9ab6 chum sha’3la 3ala ma tkhal9een!

Me: okay … (I walked to the bathroom b3dain remembered something and walked back to him) a7mad? (I wanted to ask him something but I wasn’t sure if I wanted to know the answer)

A7medo: hmm? (He looked up, he knows ena I was hiding something) ta3alay (he moved the laptop away)

I went and sat next to him on the couch.

A7medo: shfeeha 7abeebty?

Me: A7mad meta betsafer?

A7medo: shahar thmanya

Me: aha

I was about to cry, madry shfeeni. I just can’t imagine being in a country without him. I don’t want him to leave. I’m gonna miss him like crazy.

Fearing my tears would betray me, I stood up wanting to leave the bathroom and cry myself in there. But he pulled me to sit on his lap.

A7medo: taw el nas la tfakreen bel safra al7een … khal nestanis bel 9aif (he said as he kissed my neck)

I nodded, stood up, and walked to the bathroom. I didn’t want to say anything coz I know as soon as I speak my voice would crack.

I cried myself while showering. I stayed showering for almost 45 minutes. I wrapped myself with a towel and walked out to my walk-in-closet. I put on a white short sleeve, knee length summer dress. Walked out to see a7medo still in the same place with my laptop on his lap.

A7medo: (looking up) khala9tay?

Me: la2 wait… I need to blow-dry my hair.

I blow-dried my hair and applied some simple make up on. 20 minutes later, I was done.

Me: yala I’m ready…

He closed the laptop lid and stood up walking toward me.

A7medo: tara gelt 7ag Julia etzahib a’3ra’9ich … benroo7 el shaleh

Me: el shaleh? Laish labs deshdasha 3ayal! Oo khaleetni albs dress!

A7medo: awal bnroo7 entarayg 3gb enroo7 el shaleh

Me: aha… enzain mnu b3d broo7 ‘3airna?

A7medo: bas ana oo entay

Me: wanasa … we’re going to have fun

We went to chocolate bar for breakfast. Then went to A7medo’s house for him to change his clothes and get his things. After that we went to the chalet.

A7medo was different today there was something about him. I knew he was hiding something … allah yaster

Me: waaai 7adi I miss this place … a7s eni mu yaya hnee men 10 years!

A7medo: shda3wa

He pulled my hand and walked inside the chalet.

Me: I’m gonna go put my swimsuit on (I freed my hand from his grip and ran to my room) you put on yours as well (I yelled out)

I put on my white bikini and my purple beach dress on, grabbed my towel, and ran outside to the shore. I sat on the sand staring at the waves crashing down the shore waiting for a7medo to come. I wonder what’s taking him so long.

A7medo took long to come; I started thinking about him leaving in less than three months. I tried to push the thought away. I didn’t want to think about it. We’re here to have fun. I tried convincing myself, it didn’t work though.

A while later, I felt his arms wrapped around me so that his chest was against my back.

A7medo: shetfakreen feh? (He whispered)

Me: nothing! (I didn’t want to tell him about it. I didn’t feel like crying)

A7medo: Reem ana shgeltlich!

Me: what?

I felt his arm wound around my stomach as he pulled me closer to him. I could feel the thump of his heart against my back.

A7medo: chum mara agoolich la tfakreen … taw el nas 3al sufar!

Me: who told you I was thinking about you leaving!

A7medo: adry!

He grabbed hold of both my hands and crossed them along with his hands across my chest. He rested his chin on my shoulder and I felt him take a deep breath.

What was up with him today? He seemed different. This wasn't his usual self.

His right hand released mine to move up my left arm and upwards to cup my neck. My heart was beating frantically and every touch of his set fire inside me. I didn't understand why I was reacting this way towards him. I’m used to being close to him like this but why does his every touch send shiver – good shiver – down my spine.

I sucked in my breath when I felt his lips on my neck. I pulled my head back until I rested against his shoulder. He kept kissing my neck.

I wanted to tell him to stop but I couldn’t; I simply wanted to kiss him.

I turned around to face him wrapping my legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. His lips touched mine.

His kiss was very addictive; I just couldn't get enough of his lips. My hand went up and around his neck to pull him closer to me. His hand was running around my bareback.

Somehow I knew from the back of my head that this was wrong; I mean we promised my mom not to do this. But it didn't feel wrong at all.

We kept on kissing each other's lips until I had to stop for some air. I was breathless. But he didn't stop. His kiss trailed down my neck,

I wanted to continue, but we both knew we had to stop.

He pulled away and I stood up,

To distract ourselves I figured we could go for a swim,

Me: lets swim (I stretched my hands to him as he held on to and stood up)

He carried me, one arm under my knees and the other under my head, and walked into the water. I yelled at him telling him to let me down but he wasn’t listening.

We stayed in the water for hours. I then excused myself to tan. A7medo left me saying he has something to do. I really don’t know what this guy is up to. He is acting weird all day.

After tanning, I went back in the water. I swam for a bit. I can stay all day and never get bored of the sea.

When the sun was setting, A7medo came and asked me to go with him to someplace I don’t know where. I got out of the water and put my beach dress on and walked with him toward the chalet.